I loved this. A lot. Beyond love.
I’ve decided that this week, NO one will bring my mood down. I’m tired of the same drama, your bitchness, your rough words and your stupidness. Honestly for what’s to be hold of this week I won’t give a fuck. So go ahead and talk shit, go ahead and yell at me nothing that you do will affect me.
I was cured, all right. - A Clockwork Orange (1971)
You and I will never have something in common, you and I will never be at peace with each other. There are times when I feel like giving up, letting go and never turning back but I just can leave you like that you need me, even more than what I need you. But your fucking temper keeps me apart, I understand you’re afraid that I’ll fail, and that’s what makes you react this way. If you could only understand that I WILL do so, I am not perfect, actually I’m a mess, a big fucking mess. Why would you try to deny it? And I know you expect a lot from me, you all do and that terrifies me to not be up to your expectations. There are times like this, that I just want to run away from you, from everything.
And then there’s you, do you have an idea of how confusing you can be? Sometimes I think I overreact, and well I do. But honestly do you feel that ashamed of me? of us?
